tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58750242011-04-21T16:01:58.450-07:00No namereach for the sky..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comBlogger4431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1149507183048374422006-06-05T04:11:00.000-07:002006-06-05T04:33:03.076-07:00and so!like ive so much to let out but i dont know where to start!!!!!last couple of weeks have been like sword after sword stabbing my heart..getting reminded to pull up my socks so that i can touch my dreams.maybe i should really start reading 'The Barbarian Way' book again to keep my world intact or something..and now im just having a great big massive headache, sick, annoyed, on the verge of cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1148850505779243182006-05-28T14:01:00.000-07:002006-05-28T14:08:25.800-07:00have you ever been a situation..where you're passionate about something...but then..over time and situations..u cant go back to it just because?lol..funny ay..i wonder its more hurting or something else? dumb ay..but oh welll....man..this year is suppose to be a year of refining my skills ...but ive havent been doing anything..maybe partly is because some stuff im quite restricted to do...fun cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1148296660267417162006-05-22T04:14:00.000-07:002006-05-22T04:17:40.283-07:00was just at nick's movie premiere..AMAZING AMAZING MOVIE NICK!!!man..im so impressed and inspired and overwhelmed.what can i say..its phenomenal and man u are amazing!hehe..you know when ppl give you the look? THE LOOK..and like u dont know what it means..its sooo funny ..cant explain it..but lol..HAHA.maybe its just me. but oh well!=)fun times!cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1146697249809255042006-05-03T15:50:00.000-07:002006-05-03T16:00:49.826-07:00i am sooo sleepy right now...just finished designing for Source..sleep!!!!!i remember when my phone alarm rang this morning ..my first thought was like "is it 8 already?!?!?!" ..hahahahah..tireddd...i think things are getting better..at least i feel abit better not doing things i wanna do..and prolly painting yesterday was theraputic..and laura had exciting news..and jeremy was cracking me up..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1146282051398992792006-04-28T20:31:00.000-07:002006-04-28T20:40:51.423-07:00its been like a crazy i dont know how many weeks...struggling with living the dream that ive always dreamt..or maybe drifting away ..or even maybe eim not even propeled to it...you know sometimes how..u always feel like theres something not right but you dont know what it is..but then u sorta know..but u cant make it happen...but u just stand or sit aside and let it go. funny...i question myself cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1144555250022799632006-04-08T20:39:00.000-07:002006-04-08T21:00:50.083-07:00okay yes.update.alot has happened since i last updated ..which was onn the day of City Jam 06 sponsored by euphoria..i love that event.Love it!but yeah..im quite mellow now..not like all hyped or anything..i think its because of all the things that has gone thru my head..and everything that has happened in the past weeks..and all the things that Godd has been talking to me about. its quite cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1141352618477854632006-03-02T18:16:00.000-08:002006-03-02T18:23:38.490-08:00yeah..i havent updated in awhilee...but first!HAPPY 21st TO THE GORGEOUS TIFFANYY!!!LOVVE YAyeah..okay..im really tired..been dancing for 4 days in a row..andd today'ss the 5th day...im excited for the evvent..but the weathers kinda not very nice and the winds are hilarious...like..its sooo strong..and just blows u backwards...so...im suppose to go see Laura in abt 40 mins so that we can get cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1139912444622846352006-02-14T02:02:00.000-08:002006-02-14T02:20:44.670-08:00souther storm was awesome...i loved every thing about it..from the speaker to my friends...yeah..had to go up to camp at 1pm on that day..toset up and everything and man that was tiring without food and water..lol..sounds like we were starved or something..lol..and guess wot!it was only me and nicola setting up!!lol..where the boys at?!!lol..then...had the dance..which was really good and funny..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1139265683069693852006-02-06T14:39:00.000-08:002006-02-06T14:41:23.083-08:00im not feelig that gud..argh..take it all awyyy...take it all awayyy!!!cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1138651419021388662006-01-30T11:53:00.000-08:002006-01-30T12:03:39.033-08:00okay..havent blogged in agesss...so much has happened..okay not really..but yeah.okay summer holidaes..was up in the Living Springs fer kids camp fer a whole week..CAmp:was so darn awesome!i love it!tho the kids can be a handful sometimes but they're so cute...would never ferget the lil boy in Seth's cabin that was banging the apple on the table..will talk abt that when i want to. lol..but its cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1134816687712625772005-12-17T02:47:00.000-08:002005-12-17T02:51:27.723-08:00please dont let me pass you by.please dont leave without sayin anything.please let me see that face again.please let me hear that voice again.please let this heart continue to break for a purpose.please realise theres so much more that what u see.please let your heart be touched.please , i dont wanna let you go.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1134645480488145072005-12-15T03:07:00.000-08:002005-12-15T03:18:00.500-08:00im all about the song from Glove, He's my Son.thats sucha touching song..so many often has this question in their hearts "Can you hear me?"...its quite sad sometimes..like when i did the You programme..the girls were so gorgeous..so awesome..but yet they're only 13..and they have to go thru all sorts of painful issues..and often they pray for someone to just hear them out..i dont know what im on cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1134389422332891042005-12-12T04:05:00.000-08:002005-12-12T04:10:22.413-08:00GLOVE's finished!its quite a relif but at the same time quite sad...i could so do more shows i tell ya!cant wait fer next years set!!!man..julian already has ideas for it and im like.."okay..just let me know 1 mth in advnace!!!"lol...hahaha...gahh..dang it.so..jake sorta knows i like him because ppl have been telling him that both of us look good togetha..hahahahah..fun.and ive been making a cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1134127716738687672005-12-09T03:16:00.000-08:002005-12-09T03:28:36.756-08:00i have so much to say..but it either doesnt coome out..or im holding it in..or..i dont know..production is in less then 24 hrs..and im quite worried tho julz tells me not to worry..and im just not talking alot and i think he thinks im like gonna cry or something ..well sometimes im on the verge of tears..but not all because of the set..i just so wanna give him a hug or something to assure him or cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1133998073708343492005-12-07T15:19:00.000-08:002005-12-07T15:27:53.720-08:00i forgot to blog about this!!!IM GOING TO U2's WOULD TOUR CONCERT!!!!!!!next march.hahahahahhaokauy..we qeued up like overnight and we were second in line..and rahh..long story short..i learnt how to play scum that night...and then..went driving for sooo long..was josh pb's feet chair..and yeah!and w got our tickets which sold out in 18 mins!and got my name on the newspaper..and voila!im going cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1133524822966605192005-12-02T03:47:00.000-08:002005-12-02T04:00:22.980-08:00suddenly..i thought of someone..but it aint the person ive been talking abt.to you: many times, while sitting at my seat, seeing you talk to our classmates, i knew there was something different about you,something that just seperates you from others though u just blend right through in. but when i found out you are a christian, i just so much more at peace, at ease, to know that there is another cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1133431840485910932005-12-01T01:56:00.000-08:002005-12-01T02:10:40.496-08:00okay..i know..havent been here in agess!im done with college for the year..tho ive still got things here and there to do still.but its all good.cant believe im done with my first year ay..its just gone by sooo fast.but its been great..especially the past few weeks where us as a class got to know ppl better or start talking to a course mate for the first time!how dumb is that..we had the whole cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1132478748026391602005-11-20T01:22:00.000-08:002005-11-20T01:25:49.196-08:00i hate this.why am i hanging onto it?why?!? it was all your plan all along.so much so for working together.haha.wad a joke.u just wanted to have it all to yourself..why the glory was already built up ready for u to take it.haha..fun times aye...maybe we should all try to be more sensitive..and not jump into it..just because we're all alone.haha..take all the credit..dont do anything..pls be cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1132312822645921672005-11-18T03:19:00.000-08:002005-11-18T03:20:22.656-08:00stupidest bday ever if you wanted to know.thank you.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1132050038471863692005-11-15T02:15:00.000-08:002005-11-15T02:20:38.486-08:00one and a half weeks and we wont see each other ever again.well..maybe at graduation.if i graduate that is.really..whats going on between the both of us..i really want to tell you how i feel..but i dont even know your status..its funny how i feel for you..even tho i dont even know you well..maybe just by having that lil convo with you way early in the year.and here we are now..finishing in less cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1131961000528624872005-11-14T01:28:00.000-08:002005-11-14T01:36:46.646-08:002 more weeks and im free !!!wheehoo..but theres sooo much to be done!today..i had my last session of "YOU" with the avonside girls...i miss them alreadyy!!they're soooo cute..and i cant imagine them being so young and already going through so much.man..all of us almost burst out into tears when we were hugging each other..awww...then i went to college..to get back to working hard and all.and wellcherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1131056444297182742005-11-03T14:05:00.000-08:002005-11-03T14:20:44.356-08:00whats whis silence between us thats so hidden behind everyone.whats this silence that maybe makes you and me wonder whats going on with each other.whats this silence..that so often happens between us.whats this silence that makes me wonder what does through your mind when your sitting there.sigh..yes ive been trying to figure someone out.She/Him and I share a silent friendship tho we might cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1130933193299648452005-11-02T03:55:00.000-08:002005-11-02T04:06:33.326-08:00Goodbye America.i just got outta bed..cause i cant fall asleep..and i was lying inbed with all these ideas for portfolio..and all of that running thru my head..and had a sudden urge to start on some design that Elly asked me to do..but i have no idea wherther Andre has sent me the stuff..or wherther he alr sent it but didnt get thru cause we had that problem the other time..grrr.todaes been a cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1130760872625075452005-10-31T04:02:00.000-08:002005-10-31T04:14:33.783-08:00s17 days till i turn 18...hahahah..how nice..man..time really flies and we're all turning older..okayy..18th..i seriously have nothing planned..maybe just sit at home..or i think i have Detour on..or maybe even work..and i know Meenu will drag out to party at night..so..dont know wots happening..grrr..dolly is having a cruise and a bus trip and kunch as well!!my golly gosh..and raj, vik and meenu cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1130147256859058372005-10-24T02:43:00.000-07:002005-10-24T02:47:37.760-07:00lately, ive had a i think so far of 2 dreams of someone..dont know who that person is..but he first one..i sorta knew who it was..bt just not for sure..but everytime i have that kinda dream..i feel so..at peace..so safe..so understood..so..secure.and if that person is the same person in both dreams...i hope that its you...but at the same time hope that isnt you. because...we arent close..and i cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1129980097898156922005-10-22T04:18:00.000-07:002005-10-22T04:21:37.903-07:00todayy..went ta church like at 11..to paint and touch up my paintings..and then had a lil bit of dance for Salt...and then watched the cat walk practice for the fashion show..its so cool i tell ya!!!sooooo cooolll!!!totally cant wait for salt..seeing all the lil processes..and paintings..and etc etc etc...ahhh!!!pure excitement.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1129811994045987092005-10-20T05:37:00.000-07:002005-10-20T05:39:54.053-07:00loved pure time today and what julian said.its so so awesome.and i cant wait.these days..ive been mroe aware of something..dont know werther its good or bad..but i think more on the bad.dont wanna think about it.okay...have to bring in my paintings to church tomorrow...getting it exhibited at Salt..yeap.hopefully they get sold.HOPEFULLY.lolcherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1129501005728134492005-10-16T15:14:00.000-07:002005-10-16T15:16:45.733-07:00hahaahahahah.Cherish, it aint that big a deal..its not that big a deall!!!*jumps around!!*nic, we'll seem wherther it'll become something..i do hope..but maybe not.lol...u know what i mean...lol...hahahahahahhahahah.nic...laugh with me....HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAH!cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1128982450928344372005-10-10T15:07:00.000-07:002005-10-10T15:14:10.930-07:00after wot happened..dad was like .."u gotta be careful of who ur mates are and who u share your heart with and who u think knows you."and i thought about it..and i do realise that i have to be really careful.a couple of daes back..i had a convo with someone or a few ppl about non-christians are more accepting than christians..which is so so true on some occasions..its quite funny isnt it..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1128982029078442722005-10-10T15:05:00.000-07:002005-10-10T15:07:09.083-07:00contradicting.ironic.how nice the combination aye?cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1128897466722903612005-10-09T15:23:00.000-07:002005-10-09T15:37:46.726-07:00hate it when ive got a unsettled feeling within me.it sucks.like you know theres something wrong and ppl in the sidelines know about it..but you sorta refuse to believe even tho its true.and i got this from somewhere while surfing the wonderful internet..For she cries in bed,thinking,As the world passes her by,it'll all be alright.Because she would secretly hide herfears and emotions,for the sakecherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1128767142303861162005-10-08T03:15:00.000-07:002005-10-08T03:25:42.376-07:00yeap.its you.sorry.but i dont know what else to sayy..i dont know how to talk to you.my words alwaes come out wrong..we're so like in different worlds that i have no clue wot to do to bring the distance a lil closer at a time.everytime i see you the distance to me just gets longer.i pray and pray for things to work out well..really i do.my hurt you and you've hurt me..lets just forget abt that..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1128601210854119572005-10-06T04:47:00.000-07:002005-10-06T05:20:10.906-07:00i think im quitting.hehe..it'll be fun if i do..imagine wot will ppl say again aye?that'll be so darn interesting.upset that ppl were talking behind ur backs as u put it..what is this?absolutely hilarious.to think i defended all of you. but now..i know where it lies.yes.im talking about you.go on and get mad at me..get mad at me and then say something that blows things up and then tell me not to cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1128290797516799572005-10-02T14:52:00.000-07:002005-10-02T15:06:37.523-07:00after a night on it. 3 hrs of tears.hug from elly.alot of thinking..alot of txting.tossing and turning in bed.im angry,im furious.more than all of you can be.only when i cry,u come to me and ask me wherther im alrite.so do u only talk to me only when i cry?go on and assume, go on and misunderstand me, go on and do whatever you want to me.because this is just ridiculous.pls tell me im crazy, cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1128252116068680982005-10-02T04:18:00.000-07:002005-10-02T04:21:56.073-07:00you dont know how i feel.im just letting all of u hit me everywhere.and i'll just sit there and cry.because its my fault and im taking respondsibility for it.doubt my leadership.dont trust me.im totally fine with it.cause u'll never know how i feel/felt even if i explained.its just like..the massacre of my heart.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1127905784286316672005-09-28T04:08:00.000-07:002005-09-28T04:09:44.293-07:00slap me.hit me.insult me.hate me.break me.hurt me.i'll just let you do it.im shutting up.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1127694385202758592005-09-25T16:58:00.000-07:002005-09-25T17:26:25.236-07:00hehe..read looi's blog and nicole's blogg...and they had this 'memes' things that go: i'm that guy/girl/mouse/dog who.. and lists thing that said person remembers about himself - and the things that said person thinks defines him/her self. thing..hehe..its pretty cool..so i think im gonna do it too..i'm the gurl whom as a kid never wanted her parents to argue again.i'm the kid who never wanted tocherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1127277488638367152005-09-20T21:31:00.000-07:002005-09-20T21:38:08.643-07:00im at skool now..again.cause my com at home is like dead.the keyboard isnt working all of a sudden.and because of the weather in the past few days..the internet connection got a lil bunged till now.so it aint working.WELL! it snowed on monday which was like WHOAH..its spring..like hello?it snowed pretty heavily till college and high schools were cancelled!!!like it only happens once in many many cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1126786521511361472005-09-15T05:14:00.000-07:002005-09-15T05:15:21.516-07:00i didnt pass elly's auditions.YOU HAPPY NOW?!?!?cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1126598631907012962005-09-13T00:55:00.000-07:002005-09-13T01:03:51.913-07:00elly just got back to me awhile ago about the auditions.which left me in a whirlpool of emotions..so much so that i just wanna cry..but Jake is infront of me...sometimes u just wish that you and your bestest mate would be together wherever you go..so u dont have to wait to share something ...or when u're down..u've got some form of a human right there..so you wont feel so lonely..or that cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1125831118258570872005-09-04T03:49:00.000-07:002005-09-04T03:51:58.263-07:00man..God is so so awesome.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1125666086105288602005-09-02T05:44:00.000-07:002005-09-02T06:01:26.113-07:00i think this is gonna be a deep feeling post.to you: that week..when u asked me to do something..and i was scared to do it..but u still pushed me along.but when i thought about it..when i saw ur face..your eyes..i could just sense frustration..fatique...like as tho u were about to give up..and u were like just trying to source out strength frm a fellow cheorographer..a fellow dancer..and from cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1125487735368126562005-08-31T04:28:00.000-07:002005-08-31T04:28:55.376-07:00Your Birthdate: November 18Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator. You are cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1124672255307406762005-08-21T17:47:00.000-07:002005-08-21T17:57:35.313-07:00in skool now..just sent GraciePoo off.sigh..im having mixed feelings again and it always makes me wanna cry..and again..im feeling things that i havent felt before... but sometimes on certain stuff i know i cant feel that way..or at least i cant let myself feel that way.well..shes gone for at least 3 mths!thats pretty long for me i reckon..it'll be worse if it was really gonna be 6 mths..and poorcherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1124416968764280792005-08-18T18:57:00.000-07:002005-08-18T19:02:48.770-07:00last night i had one of the most amazing dreams...i dreamnt that i was in church..and the Watoto kids choir was there..and they were rehersing and i was holding up the curtains for them so that they could crawl through and walk down to the forestage..and as they walked down one by one down the stairs..one of the boys sorta tripped and fell a lil..and i just sat there with him on the stairs and cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1123628975036471352005-08-09T16:00:00.000-07:002005-08-09T16:09:35.043-07:00man..this is hard.really hard.it feels like im running away..but at the same time..i just wanna be out there.these past days have been..sucha rollercoaster..dealing with issues here and there..5 daes of dance in a row..some daes 2 practices a day..i wanna give my all to everything..but sometimes i guess ppl need to know that i need rest too.just like everyone else.its sohard when ppl start to cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1122441592634293362005-07-26T22:10:00.000-07:002005-07-26T22:19:52.643-07:00whee..at skool again...lol..bundy from the morning class transferred into my class and he's sitting beside me!and anthiny is sooooo jealous ..antz didnt believe me and bundy when we told him that bundy was really gonna be in our class..HE SERIOUSLY didnt believe till i told him..cause he didnt believe bundy anyways.lol..I PASSED MY PORTFOLIO!!!lol..gordon didnt make it according to grade..so cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1121684121816676872005-07-18T03:50:00.000-07:002005-07-18T03:55:22.576-07:00pls tell me i didnt make a mistake..pls.tho its happened a long time ago..i hope i didnt make that mistake.rah.i hate this.i wish it didnt have to happen.i wish i dont have to feel this way.i wish i didnt take it up by obligation and left it.rahh..God..what am i doing?sigh..stupid stupid stupid.one great week last week..and im on my downs again.it is really true that that "thing" makes me feel cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1121427150136563792005-07-15T04:26:00.000-07:002005-07-15T04:32:30.143-07:00i hope this wont dissapear on me cause ive got things to sae!man..todae at GEt Smart conference..the crew was performing..and of course we know that we were gonna perform..but the whole time i was at conference..i was just soooo hyped and everything..like i just couldnt stay still!last night ..matthew barnett spoke..and whatever that he's doing now..is just part of the dream..the vision ive been cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1120827949358081642005-07-08T06:03:00.000-07:002005-07-08T06:05:49.363-07:00tried to post the other time..but my internet window keeps on closing on me automatically all of a sudden..sigh..alot has happened lately..dont really wanna talk about it..dance has been awesome really..and yeh..just had a challenge..well not really..but jus thinking about it these dayys with my portfolio on my mind..but!!i finished my portfolio todayy!!!!whee!yeap.hehehe.shall blog next time.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1119180767141304932005-06-19T04:28:00.000-07:002005-06-19T04:32:47.146-07:00im sick!!!rahh.so...got new pair of boots..hehe..oh..had work yesterdae ..haha..was traumatising...and my manager is on a dare by his mates to grow a beard and hair for 2 months without shaving or cutting..lol..2 MTHS!!i wonder hows he gonna look like this comming week..lol...hahah.it'll be hilarious.and..ive been on a weird feeling about someone lately..not exactly a weird feeling..but like..itscherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1118638816542940352005-06-12T21:49:00.000-07:002005-06-12T22:00:16.550-07:00rahh...this annual report brief is driving me nuts..like the layout of all the text is sooo had and like theres sooo much text to fit into one page???and i got dance practice afterwards for wannabes ...lol..fun and like the concept for the video is like a crew battle thing...man its gonna be sooooo fun!!!love doing all these kinda things aye..just love it!i feel like doing another painting right cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1118544556250942552005-06-11T19:45:00.000-07:002005-06-11T19:49:16.256-07:00man!!!..the stage opening was so awesomee!the dance and everything..awesomee!lol..just real hyped and fun and everything..love it!gonna do the dance again tonite..i hope i dont get dizzy at the same part..yay!!gonna do wannabes againnn!!and joanne's gonna do it tooo!!haha..im like all happy now..hahah.kayyy..i love u guys create crew!!muah!cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1118406089303841342005-06-10T05:19:00.000-07:002005-06-10T05:21:29.306-07:00okay..had echo today..and i was painting at the event.well..the painting..was nice and everything but somehow ..i just didnt like it..oh well.but its all good..but i like that lil chorus thing on it..sooo nice!!!oh well..yeap.dance rehersals tomorrow..i cant wait.cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1118359318688120192005-06-09T16:05:00.000-07:002005-06-09T16:21:58.693-07:00i dont wanna blog this post..but i dont wanna keep it in..last night at dance..rahh..i half hated it..but at the same time it was alrite.i mean..at beginners hiphop..there was only me and julian..and yeah..we did the crew dance..and ended up having corected so much of the moves..and it just made my muscles ached..was ache..more like painful..that on alot of the moves..my thighs just couldnt cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1118184391424199702005-06-07T15:17:00.000-07:002005-06-07T15:46:31.453-07:00yay..my com is back.now.get ready for a long long post.Man..the past few weeks has been dance dance dance and more dance.which of course alwaes leaves me with badly aching muscles and sore this and sore that which i would be alwaes complaining about.ive comed to like crew practice alot ..alwaes looking forward to it tho its so hard to cope with sometimes.well..a dream doesnt come true that cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1117162799137598622005-05-26T19:56:00.000-07:002005-05-26T19:59:59.156-07:00im actually back again after doing a bit of work on my CD brief.thats what im gonna yada about.im doing my CD packaging on Guy sebaatian..so..its sorta designing a CD cover and everything...while doing it..i realised that i wanna capture that essence that Guy has..like to put feeling into it..capture those..moments ya noe..like in the pictures and stuff..and listening to his Cd at the same time cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1117157173969601442005-05-26T18:21:00.000-07:002005-05-26T18:26:13.973-07:00yes..my internet at home is screwed up again...oh well..so..sorry to all those blogs i go to almost everyday..i'll try to read yer blogs when i can at college..im aching real bad..now my butt's on the list too..crap.i was thinking abou the ECHO dance..and was just thinking to substitute it with my paintings and ariel's paintings..so..we dont have to practice so hard out and ya noe..get enough cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1116811024207356262005-05-22T18:13:00.000-07:002005-05-22T18:17:04.213-07:00rightio..the weekend has been like..tensed..i dont know wot im thinking actually.been dancing all weekend and on sunday..i just couldnt do it/like i was looking all forward to dance..and when it came..i just felt like giving up.So...IF is gonna be in the celebration sunday thing..i hop they do it ..and practise seriously..2 weeks!!rahh..im mad.i'll post later..i cant even think straight.its so cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1116481323666235212005-05-18T22:25:00.000-07:002005-05-18T22:42:03.686-07:00hmmm..in skool at the moment..i remember that i wanted to say something..but i cant remember what it is!okayy..hmm..oohh!i finished my ..umm..what is it..editorial on he gospel graffiti thing!im the first i think..whee!im not really expecting an A on that tho..like tim and gordon seemed not too..enthusiastic about it?enuthusiastic isnt the word..but somewhere along that line ..like it just doesn cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1116195822446472512005-05-15T15:19:00.000-07:002005-05-15T15:23:42.476-07:00right..I HAVE TO GET MY DRIVING TEST BOOKED!MUST!after booking driving test/..hehe..goona meet ev and ariel at BK in town for lunch before me and ev head back to polytech and DNA...i love them so much.hehe.okay..last night i was prett much in a weird mood..very weircd..and i know i shouldnt be feeling that way..so DEVIL SHOO PLEASE!i might go visit anna if shes working todayy..rahhh..i wanna get cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1116071412451767672005-05-14T03:57:00.000-07:002005-05-14T04:50:12.490-07:00was talking alot to myself today..simple alot..prolly the passerbys that walk past me must think im crazy.well todayy..went to church for elly's class...just simply love her aye..shes just so awesome..yeah..dance was cool and everything ..something i enjoy and look forward to.but well..i might not going to elly's anymore..depending wherther i got the money anyways.sucky huh?i know.yeah after cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1115894383588520292005-05-12T03:29:00.000-07:002005-05-12T03:39:43.616-07:00hmm..im upset..i am..i dont know why..just because i cant afford and mom afford to let me go to elly's dance classes on saturdaes..but i really wanna go.it feels weird that i have to say no to something i love..somethings that part of me..so it feels like..part of me isnt there..sounds stupid but yeah...i have to find a wae to get 20 bucks a week!or 19 bucks to be exact..arrghhh.i feel like cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1115877577637229022005-05-11T22:51:00.000-07:002005-05-11T22:59:37.643-07:00well..i guess the exhibition for the diploma class started todaee..for some reason..i have no ide a why im feeling like as though i wanna cry..or maybe its just this sinking feeling..maybe its because i dont like seeing people go..or ..maybe..a good friend go..weird huh?i dont even know most of them..prolly only one.i cant wait till the day i graduate from here..maybe?and come to a time where..mycherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1115600721188730762005-05-08T17:57:00.000-07:002005-05-08T18:05:21.223-07:00i dont know whats upwith me todayy..i drove so horribly like real horrible..dont know where my heads' at..rahh..i guess im not working today aye..amar my manager said he'll ring..but he hasnt rang at all..i think i might just quit really..im gonna miss the chefs and waiters and stuff..but yeah..whats gotta be done has to be done i guess?im kinda lovin my life now really..but the only missing cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1114861850469604562005-04-30T04:37:00.000-07:002005-04-30T04:50:50.470-07:00okay..todae..was soo funny..went to drama auditions..did confirmed that i really got into the crew..haha..then the drama auditions were really fun..hhehe..then we went shopping ish...esther is soo funny lah..mis tai tai..ahahahamy shoulder blade on ym right..that area is so sore..i need emily noww!!oh well..yeah....im gonna go sorta shopping tomorroww!!whee!...i need the clothes..my jeans are cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1114768436015546982005-04-29T02:14:00.000-07:002005-04-29T02:53:56.016-07:00im so freaking out.did my dad hear correctly that i got in?im too scared to ask ally!cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1114759756293570492005-04-29T00:27:00.000-07:002005-04-29T00:29:16.293-07:00i got into the create dance crew!!!=)Thank you God!!i hope its really thati got in..i hope dad didnt hear wrongly..hehe..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1114737465033844062005-04-28T18:08:00.000-07:002005-04-28T18:17:45.036-07:00okay..the past few days have been like..ugh.normal routine and everything..but i just felt real heavy for some reason..like i really didnt wanna do anything..especially design..since most of my day is at skool sorta..but i just had to push myself to do it..sometimes u just do that and it just makes u wanna break down and cry..yesterdae..went to the auditions thing not prepared to audition cause icherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1114568054157517812005-04-26T19:04:00.000-07:002005-04-26T19:14:14.156-07:00i had so much to say last night...like really..it was like this emotional whirlpool or something..sometimes i hate the fact that im really attached to my designs..wherther its a skool assignment..or etc..if i worked hard for it..but not get what i expected..i'd just breakdown..wherther in tears..or just keep awfully quiet and with a face that will sendd ppl asking whats wrong with me...somehow cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1114437205374498092005-04-25T06:38:00.000-07:002005-04-25T06:53:25.376-07:00blah..im like so frustrated todae..dunno why..dance prac was super funnyy..but i was pretty unhappy about the attendance turn out..i dont know why ive becomed so picky tho?maybe because we dont have that much time or something..tho it seems like we do have alot of time to learn the dance!shall not talk about that before i explode or something..okayy..auditions for the CREATE crew and the Glove cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1114254731492875372005-04-23T03:53:00.000-07:002005-04-23T04:12:11.493-07:00arrgghh.i am so dead.God..im vulnerable.very vulnerable.very extremely.im am so close to giving up..i really do feel like giving up.sighh..this is hard..so hard..till..argh i cant complain..im willing to sacrifice and everything..but not at the expense of someone else..i dont make any sense.arrgghhh.okay..i was talking to God about the comp and what happens if i win..and a question just popped cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1113826748332720872005-04-18T05:05:00.000-07:002005-04-18T05:19:08.333-07:00im on holidays!!!wheee!im just so happy about it maybe because of working pretty well in term 1.tho i had a C+ ..2 B+s and an A so far..im pretty satisfied with that.hmm..todayy..had to teach dance in dance practice..it was cool actually!!like most on them caught the moves and stuff so i was really happy aye..just need to be sharper and stuff..hehe.hmm..i wish i could fly to aussie now..or cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1113479015407165142005-04-14T03:58:00.000-07:002005-04-16T06:29:56.313-07:00someone's watching over me- Hilary DuffFound myself todayOh I found myself and ran awaySomething pulled me backThe voice of reason I forgot I hadAll I know is just you’re not here to sayWhat you always used to sayBut it’s written in the sky tonightSo I won’t give upNo I won’t break downSooner than it seems life turns aroundAnd I will be strong Even if it all goes wrongWhen I’m standing in the cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1113364622165980752005-04-12T20:53:00.000-07:002005-04-12T20:57:02.166-07:00i am here to grumble..complain whine and everything else.todae!matt saw me!okay..i was walking to the asian foodcourt..i think he was there already..i mean he was with someone else..like i didnt know he was there..so i just walked in with katie and blah blah to get to subway to get our lunch..then when we walked back..he turned to catch my attention..and i saw him..but actually..at first glance cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1113016599278731122005-04-08T19:23:00.000-07:002005-04-08T20:16:39.280-07:00whee!okay..last night i rang trili..cause i just simply felt like talking and i didnt know who to call?i mean..soryy..but yeah.i just dont know how to explain that kinda feeling where u just fell so lonely?but yeah..then i was talking to trili and telling her about those Craig incidents..and the Josh one as well..haha...it was so crappy..but yet so comforting.because you're talking to someone whocherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112923003911749722005-04-07T18:09:00.000-07:002005-04-07T18:16:43.913-07:00whee!!todaes a happy dae!!!okay..because i went shopping for caps...and yeah i bought two or the same kind..but diff colour..pretty cool design cause yeah..and its not a famous brand kinda thing?like u dont really see it around..the brand name is 'Kustomz'..yeah and i got a cap from ONBOARD and they were having this summer sale thing wear lets say u get something for 40 bucks and u get something cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112789376787836652005-04-06T04:59:00.000-07:002005-04-06T05:09:36.786-07:00prolly after this..im gonna have a bath and go to bed..rahh..dear diary,today i saw a boy..i wonder if he'd notice me..he took my breath away..anywaes...imm feeling wayy better now..and today was an alrite day..pretty productive i must sayy..my logos for 'Rush urban wear' is looking pretty good..hehe..yeah..guys are crazy nut heads..thats why they're guys anywaes..what am i talking about...cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112703085723697872005-04-05T04:58:00.000-07:002005-04-05T05:11:25.723-07:00okayy..rahh..the past few daes i was sooo in pain i tell ya..till i actually was cryying..okay..had an infection u dont want to know where..i dont know how i got it and my mama says maybe because i sit down too much at skool due to my long hours at the design studio...haha..oh well..but yeah..went to see the doc on mondae and rah rah and she told me to put heat on it so the fluid will rise up so cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112364520336427812005-04-01T05:52:00.000-08:002005-04-01T06:08:40.336-08:00hellooo..okay.haha..at skool todayy..i was walking towards the water cooler..wait wait..okay..rewind..at the starting of the year..my class we were learning how to use freehand mx..thats a programme for design and all that..and then..so my tutor couldnt like assist 24 of us..so we had another guy named Craig come in to hellp and he's a diploma student finishing this may i assume.so..now we know cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112311882330407442005-03-31T15:16:00.000-08:002005-03-31T15:31:22.333-08:00hello hello hello..haha..im like a blogging addict..too bad..i just have too much to talk about..more like ive got too much to say cause im an overflowing vessel!!!haha..yeah..had skool yesterday as usual..andd!!!at skool..i finished my bauhaus brief..like on time if it was due today..which is Friday..but its due next mondae..and we only get our next brief next tues!!so im like free...woohooo..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112234583917599862005-03-30T17:34:00.000-08:002005-03-30T18:03:03.920-08:00wheeheheee..im at skool now..an i think im almost done with my bauhaus brief..just hoping gordon would approve to it aye..hahaha..had a cup of caramel macchiato and subway just now..good start to the dayyy..mah lunchh...hehehe..'hey momma' is on the radio now..hehe..soo groovin to that at the mo..=)ive got CREATE tonite..woohooo..i cant really remember the moves aye.cant believe ive gottta cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112139030562986422005-03-29T15:22:00.000-08:002005-03-29T15:30:30.566-08:00haha..omg im getting so cranky aye..had art history lecture this morning and it was so freezing cold..an its only autumn and im complaining...armed with my comfy school leavers jersey and beanie..was sitting in the middle of emma and katie..we were all falling aslp in the midst of the Colin McCahon video..armed with emma's cuppa coffee..hahahaha..what the heck.really..today's lecture was so supercherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1112008027734474052005-03-28T02:57:00.000-08:002005-03-28T03:07:07.736-08:00i havent blogged for sorta a long time..so..here i am...just talked to someone..it was like only maybe a 10 sentence convo..which almost the amount we talk in each convo online everytime.but oh well.the good times..the good times.its just so funny that i cant say only one word..or some ppl would know who im talking about..how funny..but oh well..i reckon that hasnt worked in ages..like..argh..i cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1111231638466454652005-03-19T03:10:00.000-08:002005-03-19T03:27:18.466-08:00i have lost hope.i really have.i dont wanna waste my time..caring..and wasting my money ringing up..msging on msn..when i just have nothing at all.its not there anymore.and it wont take for me to go back for the flame to light up again.wads the point?a few weeks back..there was a sermon and the pastor said.."generosity is self sacrificial" ..i know that..but..now..its time for me to use my money cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1111110966643530982005-03-17T17:42:00.000-08:002005-03-17T17:56:06.646-08:00CREATE yesterday was just awesome aye..like when i first reached church ..i was just in this low mood and everything..and yeah..and julian chose me to pray before our dance class started..and of course i prayed..i felt like i had been lifted abit after that..sometimes..its just a lil convo with God just does the trick.and then..ahaha..dance was just great aye..just love it.and then we had PURE.. cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1111053189382716032005-03-17T01:47:00.002-08:002005-03-17T01:53:09.386-08:00You are a Hip hop Dancer. You are the witty chickin the gang, you have a special life style andthat makes you different with your own uniqueway, your friends love you because they knowthey can trust you. Your ideal man is the guywith a free style not afraid of saying how hefeels, and life is never dull with him. What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only) brought to you by Quizillacherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1111053188136268562005-03-17T01:47:00.001-08:002005-03-17T01:53:08.140-08:00You are a Hip hop Dancer. You are the witty chickin the gang, you have a special life style andthat makes you different with your own uniqueway, your friends love you because they knowthey can trust you. Your ideal man is the guywith a free style not afraid of saying how hefeels, and life is never dull with him. What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only) brought to you by Quizillacherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1111052884499156102005-03-17T01:47:00.000-08:002005-03-17T01:48:04.510-08:00You are a Hip hop Dancer. You are the witty chickin the gang, you have a special life style andthat makes you different with your own uniqueway, your friends love you because they knowthey can trust you. Your ideal man is the guywith a free style not afraid of saying how hefeels, and life is never dull with him. What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only) brought to you by Quizillacherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1110882003976841692005-03-15T02:06:00.000-08:002005-03-15T02:20:03.976-08:00im back im back..haha..for the past few daes..i was thinking about alot of stuff..and i watched abit of ' A cinderella story'..the bits i watched..really kinda hit something in me..about being yourself..when samantha in the movie got betrayed..i felt the hurt..the pain..like as though i was her..it hurts so bad..and u cant do anything ..but just to cry..and when u just seek in the eyes of someonecherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1110710730271512412005-03-13T02:29:00.000-08:002005-03-13T02:45:30.273-08:00hmm..i just like sorta thought and i realised..my schedule is like booked out..well almost..except for wednesday nights!MONDAY-driving in the morning -class at 1-5pm -Infinite Flame dance practice at 7pmTUESDAY-nothing in the morning..(my time to rest) -class at 1 till 7.30pmWEDNESDAY-nothing in the morning -class at 1 till 5pmTHURSDAY-class frm 1-3pm -CREATE frm cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1110240449478340702005-03-07T16:01:00.000-08:002005-03-07T16:07:29.480-08:00haaha..and again..im in class..havent started continueing on my animation yet..just dread to do it aye..haha..i made this compilation of sappy songs..like love songs and all..hehe..listening to it now..i neeed sorta soothing songs this week since ive been listening to Major Flavours 5 for the past 2 weeks?hahah..ohhh..im changing frm manual to auto licence..hehe..starting next mondae..oh well..ascherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1110161270192193832005-03-06T18:01:00.000-08:002005-03-06T18:07:50.193-08:00i cant think of any ideas for my 3rd brief..i have no ideas how to morph my 27th alphabet into a caracter or form..like nemo or dory..i was thinking to do dory..but it'll take quite abit aye..i got a B for my first brief..the highest mark is a B+..oh well..its the first brief..so just cut myself some slack yeah..i feel like...just chating aye..but no one to talk to now..my NY budd is in a bad cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1110108062954636232005-03-06T02:59:00.000-08:002005-03-06T03:21:02.956-08:00okay..i know i havent blogged in very long..okay..shall start with Southern Storm camp..i gotta say it was sucha blast!spiritually it was a lil bt of a boost..i asked God to expand my dream..and He did..so it has moved on to a creative arts thing..u simply cant turn down a drawing from a child can you?and nothing really beats children dancing..and i got my prayer answered at camp.i was really cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1109303345236041732005-02-24T19:45:00.000-08:002005-02-24T19:49:05.236-08:00hahhaaaa..im away for about 3 daes because of southern storm campp!!!im so anticipating it ayee!!sooo excited like anything and i havent really finished packing though im leaving in abt less then 2 hrs!!!hahahahahahahahaha..mom's picking me up frm skool todae so that i dont have to waste my time taking the bus home..hahh..okayyyy...i hope i remember to bring all my stuff alonggg!!okay..i shall cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1109120901263608032005-02-22T16:52:00.000-08:002005-02-22T17:08:21.266-08:00hmmmm..i typed out a post just now at home ut haa..it didnt save before the window was not responding..so oh well.haha..ive been eating the same thing everyday for brunch before i get my butt to school. and im getting sick of it..haha.yeah..yesterdae when i was walking home after skool,i was listening to that radio and they were interviewing p money .this music director and producer kinda thing..cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1108893826451241262005-02-20T01:45:00.000-08:002005-02-20T02:03:46.453-08:00okay..todae..was not a very nice day.totally not.im so tempted to give up my dream..and just live by wot my parents want.that way..i dont have to work to save..i wont get ripped off..i dont have to deal all this stupid crap..stupid crap..the results of working hard..God..why.why.its always the question...WHY.the big W word..yeah..so much so of ppl telling me"so everything's going well for you nowcherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1108810094362040702005-02-19T02:44:00.000-08:002005-02-19T02:48:14.363-08:00hmmm..haha..this morning woke up to ring dil who is all the way in NY..lol..it was a great chat for me aye..then went to BEach..my gosh..i had to ring my boss..and oh my gosh..he told me i was suppose to work last night and todae as well and tomorrow when he didnt tell me!!!my goodness..im so scared to go to work tomorrow i tell ya..so scared..yeah..well..alex is leaving tomorrow..i cant help it cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1108691007518717182005-02-17T17:10:00.000-08:002005-02-17T17:43:27.526-08:00haha..in class now again..hmm..i dont think i'll get any money on the next pay day aye..i havent even worked this whole week except on mondae which is already counted in the tuesdae pay day..hahah..im running oh so low on cash.i need to work!oh well..hmm.yesterdaes CREATE made me realise my dream..like when sharyn told her story...i kinda thought..though i might be the only one..but why me?cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5875024.post-1108609750306564662005-02-16T18:55:00.000-08:002005-02-16T19:09:10.306-08:00damn..i know i just blogged...but just read some other blogs just now..it just scares me..being awae frm friends and family fo the 3rd year running now..how would u expect when u get back?will they be the same ppl you know?or just someone that u once knew?i mean..the relationships will majority of my friends in sg or whereever..has just gone down to not talking at all..or they would only talk cherzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13719964204665948046noreply@blogger.com